Monday, May 05, 2008

i cant believe I'm back at doing this after not blogging for so long, but it seems pretty nice to blog the last time so what the heck. truth is I'm just sick of school, the daily routine of doing things and the stuff that goes thru in those blocks of concrete, plus the people i don want to see, whether or not i dislike them. its good that 2 more days, I'll be leaving all this behind temporarily, at least for the next one month or so. and perhaps the thought of not seeing you again forever actually makes me pray for time to pass faster, although i'm not sure if thats what i actually want to do. cause at the back of my head, there is this nagging thought that says that we should never try to avoid things. but life is complicated as it is already and you are not helping it by making it worse for me. whatever the case is, i'm just going to keep my mouth shut, keep my eyes glued to the screen, listen to music to block out the noise and keep my mind focused on getting the A for my malay 2. i trust that i'm going to get it, cause who are you to say that i cant, when i say that i can.

on a heavier note, i have never been so in doubt with myself before. tidak pernah.

and it kinda sucks.
gilbert at 10:24 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}